بسمة فرح #٢

So I guess by now you figured my name; Basmah. I'm 21 years old, and a senior interior design student. I have 1 set of twin siblings Reema and Mishaal that are 27 years old.
Reema got married almost two years ago, and just had her first daughter Lulwah.
Whereas Mishaal is still single and an employee at some company as a lawyer.

So back to the story..

As my aunt & I walked through the hallways of the hospital heading to Reema's room, I was still processing what just happened with me.

Is this all a coincidence?

We entered Reema's room and decided to focus on her for now.

 Me: Al7mdellah 3ala el slama, where is my babyyyy?

Reema: allah yslmki bjebonha now

5alty: tetrba eb 3zkom Reema o allah yj3lha mn 9ali7 3badh

Reema: Ameen, shokran 5alti

Next the nurse came in, and all focus was on baby Lulwah, she truly stole my heart ❤️

On my way back home, Musaad my finance called me

Me: Alo

Musaad: Hala 7bebty

Me: Ahlan

Musaad: mabrook ma jakom

Me: Allah ybarik feek

Musaad: 38balna yarab

Me: your taking things to fast

Musaad: wsh d3wa lna 2 months m56obeen

Me: Adri wallah, bs ana a7ib a54 w8ty 5a9tan eb 8rar zy k4a

Musaad: Basmah ana lma a7ki m3ak yjeni sh3or 7lu, afra7 lma ashof whats app mnk

Me: thank you

What should I say? He is a good person from a very good family. However, there is something that ناغر قلبي.

So I've known him for 2 months, in which the first two weeks included the الشوفة الشرعية.

Flashback:

I remember I was out, and I called the driver to pick me up from my friends house. Once I got home, I went to say hello to my mother and she had that smirk on her face.

Me: feek shy mama?

Mama: fe wa7d mt8dmlik.

My heart stopped for a second and then started pounding a million times in a second.

أكون لغيرك؟ مستحيل..
طول عمري تخيلت أكون لك حبيب..
أطري على بالك؟
ولا صرت من ماضيك؟

Basmah focus here. He is gone for good.
Where did all the "I've moved on" talk go?

I asked my mom in a hesitation:

Me: mean?

تمنيت و قلت ياليت..
تتهجى أمي باسمك..

Mama: Musaad AlFlani

Me: n3rfhom?

Mama: a3rf 5alta o nas mara kwaisen o sn3een o adb o a5la8

Me: bs ana ma afkr bl zwaj al7en

Mama: hathi fur9a ma tt3wa'6 mu kl youm bjek wa7id zy k4a ya basmah..

"أنا جدا قنوع ما أبي الا انت و كلك لو سمحت"
طيب و اذا ما أبي الا هو؟


Me: twni 9'3eera

Mama: wain 9'3eera ana jbt el twins eb 3mrk now..

Me: zmnkom '3eeer ya mama

Mama: ana ma ashof shy bl wld, o b8ol el abok. 5li bs el om tji tshofik 3l a8l next week..

Me: mst3jleeeen lesh?

Mama: el wld ybi ytzwj bsr3a

Me: km 8lty 3mra?

Mama: 24

Me: mn jdk mama bzr !

Mama: Basmah bs tji omk tshofik ymkn ma t3jbenhom

وينك يا فلان..
تدري أني صرت لغيرك خيار؟

One week passed by and today is the day where they come and see me..

I was nothing near excited it.